Please don't Judge Me.

Bismillaah

One of the ways I can get things off my chest is by writing. I havent met anyone more patient then the pen andpaper. It's not going to tell you, "I'm done having you write your frustration upon me, enough with you.." It'll just allow you untill you get tired. And I love it, its my silent way of venting whatever I cant get myself to tell the people. You know its frustrating not being able to express yourself without being judged, or without being given a solution to "fix" your problem. I wish I could just be heard without anything being offered to me other than understanding and maybe some sympathy too.

  If someone comes to you with a problem Im pretty sure they know exactly what the solution is. In fact they're probably not looking for a solution, but someone to have some from of sympathy for them. They may not even want the problem fixed and heck arent gonna do anything about it. But they do want open ears and a good amount of attention.

  

Amazing how we yearn for some kind of attention from others, whether its our parents (when we were kids) or our friends, or our significant other or even complete strangers too sometimes haha. Ya'll remember those days back in high shcool or junior high when you'd dress, smell and smile the finest just to get that girl or guys's attention. Even when they were a complete stranger! But that didnt matter, because you just wanted the validation. You wanted to feel hot.

 Everyone has rights and if we were to do our best to ensure we give to those to whom it's due, life would be sooo much easier for us and them. Even ourselves have a right upon us. Our families have a right upon us. When they want your time, makes sure to give it to them. Even if its just for 15 minutes. Its so easy for us to neglect the people that care for us the most in this world. Funny how we can just put them aside and pursue our dreams instead. You know sometimes we get those times when we feel this type of emptiness that so annoying to live with, this type of unsatisfaction with life. I think it may be some kinda warning sign that the heart is  missing something....spiritual.

 And did you know the bonds you from and maintain with your family do wonders for you spiritually? Like imagine how you'd feel after a good long walk with a family member and you guys talk and laugh and share secrets and dreams and then go eat after, just the two or three of you. Imagine how content you'd be. It actually feels good, you know? The bonding you make there will help you even when the tough times come between you and them. Because they'll remember how good you were to them on that day when you took them out. They'll remember and show you a kind of love and respect anyone would die for. And I know its not easy sometimes, in fact maintaing ties of kinship is probably one of the most difficult things out there. But its so sacred too...ones spiritual success depends on it. 

Anywho my thought are wandering, so perhaps this will be it for tonight. Till then, Salaam