Fardawsa Yusuf

 بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ  " In the name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful So what’s goooddd. Hope everyones enjoying their winter holidays. Just wanna vent all my frustrations here. Come join. Are you ready? I hate the fact that women are valued in this society by how much skin they show. What on earth. What has come to this world when the most treasured part of it becomes exploited. We’re dying if not already dead if these things are publicly accepted and accepted by the majority. And when did it become a crime that a woman chooses to hide her beauty and charms from the wolves and vultures of society? When did modesty become a crime. Like I’m just confused right now. And me, I gotta deal with it on a daily, if not from others of different faiths but even from the ones of the same faith. Okay let’s just take religion out of this for a second. When did it become someone else’s business what someone chooses to cover and uncover? You

Feelin good tonight Alhamdulillah. Whenever I’m feelin like this I just wanna write and write. So you can tell when I’m not writing it’s cuz I’m not feeling it. I have to be overflowing with emotions to write. Or inspired. This one is gonna be so random haha Man, I really love chocolate. The things I’d do for coffee and chocolate it’s actually scares me lol. I gotta get my fix in. Somehow. Yo. I got finals coming and I’m semi stressed for real. I’m always in a state of stress I noticed. Will there ever be relief? I realized yes. But this life is not a place for rest. It’s a temporary place of existence. Millions have come and gone. And we don’t remember the half of their names. They’re just forgotten. They lived. They enjoyed and then died never to be remembered again. And that’ll be us. Soon. I mean, we can use this is a positive way. Take from this life the best that we can. Make the best of what we have. Live a good life. A life that leaves a positive impact on the lives

So I got this invite to a bridal shower. But I don’t like parties to be honest. I really don’t. If I'm ever at one I'm probably gonna be in a corner talking to like one person lol. Distant from it all. I feel so uncomfortable in them settings. All the bright lights, noise, cameras lol. I love the food not gonna lie about that, and seeing friends I haven't seen in years. But other than that I just wanna go home. I think one of the reasons I'm single still is because I'm so bloody picky and unreasonable to deal with. For real. I'm a handful. Even for myself, I can’t imagine dragging somebody else down to come join me too. Future husband, I apologize in advance. But I guess since we’re on the subject I’ll tell you why it’s hard for me to find the right one. And what I would personally prefer. And maybe we can sneak some pet peeves in there. I can’t cook too well. So all these men who been catered to for years by their families are completely out of